sheisty shit #1 for 2004: When people you know, and know who your man is.. Attempt to get with him on the low .. under the guise of... I know you do your thing, but what about you and me? .... that is shiesty shit... and i'm not the kind of woman to feel stalkish and overprotective.. i don't fight over men.. and i don't covet other women's men..... but last week that shiesty shit was bothering me.. that there are people smiling in my face... all the time they wanna take my place shameful. . . but interesting...
and im thinking.. wow.. i actually having something people want.. that's crazy.. people are jealous of who? that's even more laughable.. maybe my self value is low.. and underestimated.. but apparently.. i'm doing something right.. and not noticing it.. and to imagine.. i haven't gotten that grammy yet or even written THAT song.. or did THAT poem or even gotten on Def Poetry on HBO.. im a low level... minor local celeb.... good grief.. i had a show on public access.. which apparently people are watching.. people watch public ACCESS?!?!?! yes they do.. and they come out to the venues.. ER' Week.. so apparently.. if im going places... getting on stage.. and getting mad love and selling my wares.. (chapbooks etc) and working on a cd.. well.. apparently.. i'm warm shit.. i'm not even hot yet... and this what i have to deal with? Shiesty shit and recognition... i guess i better get used to it.. if i want to be known on other levels.. this is the minor stuff.. it can only get "better" right??? ;) jam
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