I suppose that Random Acts of Violence aren't really violent or random if.... you preplan them.. That's premeditated violence (PMV) I have not meditated on this.. I just get the urge ever so often when i hear trash to hit the offending receptacle. .. At this moment that receptacle is my sisters ex.
I went over last week to help clean up and eye the wonderful couches that will be taking residence in my place and that offending receptacle of trash said some of the most pitiful lies i have heard in a long time. It's not often that i speak of my violent streak. . . that is because i used to run when i was mad and before that it was writing. I have like 600 poems to prove it.. but.. now all of sudden i want to haul off and punch dude in his face..
The last time i felt this way.. the dude deserved it.. But instead i think i cried for 3 days. I thought i was gonna marry that idiot too.
But now... I wish guys weren't such punks and maybe just maybe it's not him i really want to haul off and punch in the face.. Maybe it's me I've been known to be a punk, withhold information and lie.. But i think at least my lies were good and it's a known fact that im an avoider. so this is not new news.. this is old news..
It has been said that this situation is between my sister and her "he that shall not be named"
But he's an idiot. It's even funnier now that she cut only his phone service off cuz it was in her name and she could never reach him when she needed to. She politely and quietly got his sidekick service temporarily disconnected for a period of time... but uhm...
the other day i really wanted to throw his arse over the balcony..
i'm done .. let it be known.. i don't throw people or fists... but i sometimes have thoughts of RAV's but i 've never acted them... lucky me.. :)
jw
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