tell me this...

does it really matter how much organic food you buy, how much tofu you purchase if when you get into the Ukrop's parking lot you have the bagboy pile all your eco-friendly food stuffs into a Lincoln Navigator?

It makes me wonder does this make you hip or just a hypocrite??

Are you really earth friendly? or just looking out for you?

and with all that organic food in your system, why are you so mean?

ok so this was my experience this morning. I went walking in the park for about an hour, then decided to up my health quotient by heading to the the healthfood store and then to the grocery store. redundant i know but ukrops had protein shake powder on sale!

so i got my vitamins.. got approached by a muslim girl who felt led to talk to me, cracked a few jokes about fruit leather (my new obsession) to the checkout girl then headed to the Ukrop's to get my protein shake mix.. cuz i plan to take this health thing full throttle and besides that people keep asking me if i cut my hair and i haven't... and if your asking what one has to do with the other.. im thinking i haven't been taking care of myself and as a result my hair is shedding a bit more than it's supposed to.. thus the exercise, vitamins and protein (protein is good for yo hair!)

anyhoo.. im in line at first behind this lady and then she goes back to the aisles to get something so i am now in line in front of her.. but i notice.. she has a cart full of only organic food products.. which is all well and good but i don't really see all the hype and then i begin to the look at the woman and she looks like one of those woman who actually uses her gym membership faithfully maybe even too faithfully like she might go twice a day.. and she seems a bit pretentious.. like everything on her is impeccable to the point that you wonder if she actually sits in the car or places her self there and makes sure not to sit in one position too long as to avoid creases.. she looked like she had OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) which was evident in the woman right behind me in line who didn't want her dish detergent and this ladies organic food to touch which she displayed my continually moving the food divider bar everytime the organic lady placed more organic food on the conveyor belt..

all in all my morning was weird.. at least to me.. and hear i am .. post speedwalking/jogging/meditating still in my sweaty clothes with a scarf on my head.. and a basket of salad, dressing, protein shake mix and FRUIT LEATHER.. it was also on sale.. and they had STRAWBERRY!!!! looking at these two crazy woman.. who i made mad.. when i realized i didn't have my grocery store card and held the line up..

all in all my morning was fun.. then i came here.. and i need to find out why the internet is the debble.. why soulseek is my new friend.. and why i can't seem to get my ass down to metro sound to check into my gee-tar lessons..

also.. i've had drama in my life.. CRAZY DRAMA.. i had a friend i thought would be able to assist me in my dreams of becoming TracyChapman/India.Arie/ErykahBadu/JillScott/Me
and it turns out he's telling his fiance.. that im stalking him.. i called her yesterday against all my friends admonishons.. and found out she is a wonderfully nice person who now wants me to help her with her singing career.. hook her up with some people i know and see if i can find out how she can get a job singing background.. uhm.. how did i go from stealing your man to helping you with your singing?? i knew i wasn't that crazy man stealing bitch... as for "friend" let him wallow.. i dont' appreciate being lied on.. and he will get his in due time.. i love karma and how it works itself out..

until then... im off to eat a canadian maple turkey and swiss sandwich.. ahh the fine things in life..