i hate to admit it but i am....

things i hate to admit this sunday..

• that i'm falling out of the fear of not going to church.. (yet again i didn't go) but felt strangely at peace when an online friend pointed me to his church and i watched like 5 min of it then fell back magnetically in my bed... hmmm
• my friend calls the above the great church debate.. and today the bed won.
  
• that i am falling back in love with my pen, my keyboard, a blank piece of paper and my blank windows office / or notes screen
• that i wrote another poem that people are hating me for :)
  
• that i wrote another poem (more like started 3 finished one but they are all hot FIYA!)
• i fell into this site and love this song by this young lady named Fallon
• cant figure out why this ladies names sounds familiar : lynne d johnson
• why am i loving Darien Brockington's voice
  
• dont' know why i felt strangely at peace and completely me and thought about writing a poem when after a day of being lazy i finally showered scrubbed washed my hair and lay in bed completely mosturized, flower to the sun while Common chanted " Find Heaven in Yourself and God"
• don't know why i felt closer to God at an India. Arie concert.
  
• don't know why people accuse you of being loose with your own life details while they put their nose all in your life.. hmmm..
  
• i like living alone, but know it's potential for building me up for a future life together with another
• why i'm stuck on this damn computer all day
• why i've been going on and on about hot wings and decide today is the day i will go to BW3's
  
• why my blogroller is not blogrolling then new blogs i added GRRR
• why im finally leaving..
  

peace yall