I thought about getting that Gyro I've been coveting since Tuesday or perhaps even some crablegs to make me feel good.. but i didn't. I'm responsible dammit.. on occassion..... I went home after dropping friend at work.. and emailed my updated resume to the temp agency.. picked up my brother from school, ran around town.. OH!!! I did go to Bath and Body Works got my hands massaged by a nice little sales lady in the store who made me feel like it'd be nice for a budding massage therapist like my self to work in a place where other people who like to pamper themselves and smell good go..but i didn't ask for an application.. i grabbed my favorite body cream in a large 20 dollar tube.. (Lay it On Thick Shea Body Cream. in case any of you decide to bestow blessings on this beautiful brown sista :) ) and smiled my happy ass out the door :)
I talked to my big sis.. who I just applied for a job with last week.. She reminded me that training was on next wednesday, that i was already on payroll and getting paid 50 Doolars (yes i spelled it wrong on purpose) for going to trainig.. My mother tripped asked me AGAIN why i didn't apply for that durned management job at Starbucks she keeps throwing at me to apply for like she's a recruiter for the damn behemouth coffee haven.. or as they like to call it.. the 5th place.. is that right??? Work, Home School, Starbucks.. ok so maybe it's the 4th place.. Starbucks lists themselves on the top of those places people have to go to in life.. im really not trying to work there.. I've never worked in retail.. and i've never managed anything but a girl scout troop.. but on top of that my sister is already a shift manager and my mom works at another starbucks.. why do we need a family enterprise of workers?? none of us owns a Starbucks.. so uhm... yeah.. moving on.. Besides.. I kindly told her.. I've applied to Starbucks at least 6 times.. and there is always a problem with people getting back to me or the communication sucks.. i've gotten close to a interview many times.. based on the region manager knowing my sister and mother.. but uhm.. she was too busy to meet with me.. hell i'll take it as a sign.. now if there is a TEA Haven around.. i'll be there.. but im not to keen on coffee.. sorry mom.. i love ya but...
so.. I used to love ordinary people when no one else had the cd.. and then for like a week or two when radio killed the song i hated it.. then i saw the video and fell in love with it again.. this is my love story with "Ordinary People" The video is beautiful in it's simplicity.. my only question.. did he drink the bee??? no john... don't do it.. that'll end your singing career for sure.. How do you explain to your doctor how you got a bee sting on the inside of your mouth!?!?!? :)
And that above paragraph is why people call me silly DAILY.. but i don't care anymore.. i add that spice to life and that smile in your day.. that is my JOB! F. working at a Retail Marketing Research Firm.. I WAS BORED AS HELL!! ok.. rant over.
lets see... I saw the Vagina Monologues last night.. I LOVED IT! Love my vagina even more.. but i do prefer the words pussy and cunt now.. you gotta see it.. i feel liberated.. but then i realized.. I already loved it, my vagina that is... :) Yeah for me :) My Friend took us to her restaurant after and gave us all drinks.. :) her mate was tripping.. she bought a "Vagina is for Lovers shirt" and he didn't want us coming into the bar all liberated over our vaginas (he was kidding)..lol.. but we told him he needed to see it.. it was great to the say the least lol..
Sisters friend told me that a few weeks ago i sang Summertime at the open mic.. and she didn't get a chance to tell me at the time.. but that was me.. She said.. of all the things i'd sung before.. that Singing the blues.. was me.. effortless, emotive, me and that was the best thing i'd heard yesterday.. Cuz.. i realized it too.. I hate sometimes when you have to wait a long time for realizations.. but that felt good to hear.. felt great to know.. makes me want to buy up a ton of cd's and study them... in time .... gotta find way to work it..
on top of that.. she told us about this fitness Boot Camp down on the southside being held for 6 weeks for 40 dollars.. she says mad people have shown good results.. why am i pondering this??? so i can finally wear that wife beater in public and feel good about my healthier self:) ... i shouldn't really consider the beater in public.. it's cute at home.. but i ain't no little breasted woman.... a male friend of mine had to remind me.. i might not get the most positive responses if i did that.. but the whole premise is.. i'd like to be able to do that.. not saying i might.. but hey.. you never know when it might be hot as hell and a sista needs to run to the mailbox or down to the Seben-Elleben for a slurpee or something lol
random thought.. in a wine induced mind state last night.. i was thinking that the name Indigo was nice.... like why would i bestow that name on a child? but last night.. it seemed like a beautiful name.. Indigo.. i love that word... it feels good to say.. i can add it to list of other names i like.. Miranda, Tiye, Aminah.. yeah.. i have no kids..but some future seedling is in trouble. ;)
Lady sings the blues,
be good yall :)
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