Affect of the Moon's Eight Phases on Your Personal Reality
I was never one to really believe in the moons affect on my emotions. But lately I'm thinking, there might be something going on here. I've always had an interest in psychic phenomenon, metaphysical subjects and spiritual topics. When i was a kid I used to pray to be psychic.. Always want to know what other people are thinking like my thoughts aren't enough on their own. But if I am not the full gypsy i prayed to be I can say.. i am pretty good at reading people. Can feel the energy in a room when i walk into it. And often know things about people and places.. I say i shouldn't know.. Meaning.. no one told me.. but i know. MY friends used to get mad cuz when i was younger cuz they'd tel me these exciting stories about something that happend when i wasn't there and i already knew. So i stopped saying that i did.. and started listening. even though in the back of my mind.. i was always like.. i know this story already! lol.. im silly i know. :)
But lately.. i see im not acting the way i used to. not feeling the way i used to.. Could be because im approaching another birthday on the 12th. New life cycle begins i suppose? Could be that bright ass moon that we had on Friday.. that made me want to drive around with no headlights and stare into the sky because it looked like it was daytime at night. Could be that all the things that i once wrote about don't bother me anymore. I feel i could love again, feel like myself again, am enjoying my me-ness and all that jazz. Find that even though im not really trying im losing weight. Find that i can be trifling at times. Find that the interest in me is not waning.. find that people i never thought of before are taking interest in me. Not a bad thing. . . but weird. Find myself.. wanting a little more.. but being patient just the same.. Who knows if the moon has any affect on any of this stuff.. I just see that in some aspects im not acting like me.. am tossing some of my moral fiber to the winds.. and i don't feel guilty.
Find that for some reason.. people have an odd attraction to my breasts. Like they should be walking up and introducing themselves to them instead of my face. (which isn't that bad (my face). but i guess in a fitting shirt (which i rarely wear) my breast are more interesting) maybe it's the heat and all this damn rain. who knows?! !?!?! maybe i should get a name tag for my breast that has their names (im up for suggestions) and their size so people can stop wondering. I find it very amusing how grown men turn to little kids at the thought of or site of breasts.. But then again.. because they are mine i'm making this situation simpler than it really is. This is no small matter here. ;) but were are not going there! i just find it amusing. but then again maybe it's the moon.. making me write this and feel this way.. who knows?
No comments:
Post a Comment