I LOVE MUSICIANS - the clique for people who love...musicians!

I LOVE MUSICIANS - the clique for people who love...musicians!

i found a place for myself online..
i thought i was doomed. My mother told me so. Really. My last boyfriend was a musician/producer.

I keep falling for them, find myself drawn to them Musicians. artists, poets.

One of my favorite poets Rochelle Claiborne has a poem i could have written. it's called POETRY 101.. the lesson. Don't fall in love with a poet.. DONT DO IT!

my mom... all great wise one she is.. Tells me i am destined to heartache.. im a paraphrasing cuz she said this a while ago and i don't recall all the words. but basically. I've broken it down to this. Musicians are in love with MUSIC! they travel alot and according to my mom don't make much money.. so im doomed to be poor and lonely. But that's not what i see.. What do i see? a passionate person who can be passionate abut me... darn logic.

My ex once told me his girlfriend lived in the church. What, who is she?? I was niave.. AN ORGAN!!!! i told him.. an organ can't touch you like i can.. But i do understand.. that an organ.. can't break your heart.. and is probably more reliable than any person.. hell she can't move.. i can.. ;)

it's okay.. really.. maybe one day i'll learn.. maybe i wont.. but i tell you.. those darn artistic men.. do something to me.. MAN! WHY GOD WHY!! ! i break it down like this.. Im artistic.. that could be the draw.. BUT DAMN! i make time for people! i do.. honestly.. see.. im writing here aren't i ?? haha

am i doomed? i hope not.. I want to have musical, acting, artistic babies one day.. it only makes sense right?

hell my parents are both artist!!!! what the hell is my mom talking about!

my dad is a graphic artist and designer he even had a childrens book out that he illustrated when i was younger.. wish i knew where that was! and my mom.. My mom can draw.. is a dancer and a writer.. what the heck! both sides of the family are musical.. my mom can't sing a lick.. i dont know about my dad.. but my cousins and what not.. they can sing.. when i'm being positive and believing in me. and honest.. i can sing..

so what the hell.. i think im just following the natural order of things.. now where is that cute guitar player.. damn!