i know, i know, i know

i know at times i do stupid shit. I have my dumb moments. I have been known to be ditzy at times.. and though i overthink everything at times.. i do things on impulse every blue moon.. which means i didn't agonize hours over something.. just maybe 10 to 30 min if that long.

So yesterday i did some stupid shit. But in my own defense and honesty.. I didn't hear anyone pick up the phone. That's the truth and i hung up why? because i realized how dumb my actions were after i dailed the number. so yesterday.. though i was having a great day.. i did some dumb shit.. and people really shouldn't think to hard about it.. It's not that deep really, or is it?

honestly.. my heart isn't in it.. my evil side may be.. and i will also let this be known. I am a leo. And what the hell does that mean? well boys and girls. It means that i love hard, am loyal to the end, am kind as long as your are kind to me until you do me wrong.. then i flip like day to night. I get evil... This is a side of me i don't like and try to keep at bay. So i
i've been accused of being this conniving b*#$% after someone did me wrong.. and you know what.. i feel no remorse..Everything has changed. Things fall apart.. somtimes they shatter.. I see no need to be nice anymore. WHY? cuz your crazy a$$ did me wrong.. there is no more MS. NIAVE NICE GIRL! not im a BITTER B... and it's not pretty.. so no.. i can't seperate business and personal business when the lines were blurred from the start.. nor do i see a reason to do so..when i no longer believe in the people, or the business and the presonal is shot to hell... so you want to know why am i a conniving b? Because i was witness to some conniving ish and IF you want further reference.. look up Leo with Scorpio Rising.. there you will find an apt description of the inner b*&%# i squash with all my might.. could be it's also a PMS week.. why do people want to encite my inner meannes when it's PMS weak huh? what is wrong with you people! good grief..