the more things change, the more they stay the same

this year has been an eye opening experience in change.

i would normally say. i despise change. but this year has shown me change is necessary for routing out demons in your life.. lol.

im seeing my gifts, seeing the light and accepting the truth.

sometimes things are not as they really seem. & some people are so full of shit and unhappy and ready to destroy everything including themselves that you cant take their actions personal.. b/c in the end its not about you. it truly is about them getting their shit all over the walls and floors of everyone elses house including their own.
i naively took peoples actions personal when in reality it wasnt about me. it was about them. ive never gone out of my way to destroy someones life they way ive seen others do.

fortunately, i do have true and real friends who know the truth and unfortunately the truth will never really be told and heard the way some people need to hear and see it... so whats a girl to do?

watch tv, write 4 ones self, change careers, keep to herself, and keep it moving..

cuz in the end.. life is all about growth and change and growing and changing... not necessarily in that order.. but hopefully in an upward motion..

some people are drama magnets... i hope they continue to keep their drama to themselves... some of us only like to watch that crap on tv..

k.i.m (keeping it moving)
jw