all..

after all we've been through
for some reason
i still miss you
the real you
not the beast we became
but the genuine people
who smiled and laughed
gave time and attention...
ran away took extended bedtime vacations
circles of us that healed
revealed
just were...
fuck all the bullshit..
i'll never miss that..
but you...
i miss.
after all
that.
you'd like me to forget
you ever existed
but i always knew better
will always knows better
and i'll be here
waiting
when you're ready to
reappear.
(c)2008 jw