The promise I made to myself last year was always spend my birthday where the waters were blue...blue ...blue....So last year i was in the desert (vegas) for my b'day but then my mom took me to the Bahamas.. I had the bestest time :) (yes that is a word)
This year i kept that promise to myself and spent my birthday and the week before it in Barbados. Oh MY GOD! I love waking up daily and seeing the beautiful aqua/turquoise then navy sea unfolding before me. But... here comes a new addendum. I came back from my trip on Aug 12. My b'day and I had to fight the Miami TSA for the Rum I had to buy at the duty free shop b/c silly me forgot i had mini bottles of alcohol in my bag.. sillllly me :) Miami didn't tell me i had to check my duty free package. I ended up running through the airport about 2 miles back and forth to buy a bag to put the box in, paying 80bucks to ship the extra package and praying that my bottles got to DC without being broken. I wanted my RUM! This lil mami tried to tell me i was going to have to "SURRENDER" my package oh helllll no.. so in the process I met a WWF superstar.. that was cool.. but.. my rum finally made it home safely :)
so uhm...yeah.. addendum # 1 to the blue water birthday mission: NO traveling on said birthday. EVER again. I didn't get home till 3am and then i crashed. Crashed right through apparently my 10am work time at the coffee house.. oooops...
I miss Barbados. But home is cool too..since i'm off and what not lol. I got sooo many birthday messages i have to check and respond to. One of my friends left a rhyme on my album. question: do i have to pay for this free rendition??? Cuz i can buy a itunes tune or something lol..
oh my.. i forgot to send my hs bday twin a call.. oops.. too much rum lol.
But all in all.. I am not discussing which b'day it is.. lets just say.. i don't feel any older.. i've resolved not to do some things.. but... i'm good. 25 feels great :)
and i have promised myself to "Stop Dreaming, and Start living the dream"
I used some of my blue water staring to resolve some inner issues, contemplate etc.. and i've realized i've had some of the same dreams since high school. It's still enough time to fulfill them b/c obviously if after all this time.. i still want the same thing.. then 1) i'd better get on it and 2) i need to evolve.. Surely!
i just have some creative pursuits i let die and i need to revive them. Full Steam ahead.. I still have time to be a SUPERSTAR! so that's where im focused.
that's all for now.. when shit starts rollin... and it will.. i'll write about it.. I got my foot in a few good doors :) and i'm not getting any younger apparently. good black browns and doesn't crack.. but i'm not getting any younger... :) so ... it's time to stop dreaming and start living the dream... i can do it.. i'm a big girl now :)
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