.....the funny thing is.. while you're waiting for him to understand your age difference. I'm waited for him to grow the hell up. 3 years. no changes.. if i can't take my own advice.. i don't know who can. at least one of us should be listening.. i'll be the mature woman you don't think i am.. and bow gracefully .... in fully j.w. style.. like only i can do..
... in the end.. all the snooping and lying.. means nothing.. neither of you know me like i do.. you may see glimpses of me online.. but after 3 years.. no one knows me. and i like it that way just fine.. phone numbers and web addresses are just filler and fluff for what truly exist..
maybe she is a stalker..maybe she just wants answers.. maybe he is a liar.. maybe he's over needy.. maybe we were all seeking the impossible. but i am always seeking the truth of me.. this situation doesn't deter me from my path. the path to me.
one day.. we can meet all of us.. like full grown adults.. and maybe we can laugh about our childish ways...
too bad we weren't children.
but these are all just afterthoughts.
i'm not even mad.. just relieved.
peace and blessings (b.c you will need them)
j
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