my guidance..

i have to keep his smile in mind to keep me sane at times/otherwise the bs overruns me

incessant thoughts overcome me and i go mad inside

but he comes strong and forceful

like necessary blessings

like warmth on cold night

calm after storm

in dark night

he comes

right on time

his presence is comfort

peace

/>he reminds me

of all the memories i keep from me

stirs up my past

sits in my smile and

buries himself fetal like

for gestational expectation

he births himself on the tumbling of my laughter

like he's waited for this

like he's been made for this

created just for this moment

this time

he is my midwife

guiding me

birthing my renewal

the gentle hand in the unknown

the soothing voice in the torturing hours

he made me do it

and i don't apologize

living life.. again...

smiling wide

beaming high

guided by

his nurturing.



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