what makes me different

THOUGHT OF THE DAY:
"The creative person is both more primitive and more cultivated, more destructive and more constructive, a lot madder and a lot saner, than the average person." - Dr. Frank Barron

I get the Vibe Vixen Magazine.. I never ordered it. But it comes faithfully to my mailbox every time it's off the press.

This Months'Vixen has Kelis no the cover. And it's interesting. I thought she was crazy for a minute, but she's a fellow leo. It all makes sense.

Her Love with Nas sounds like an interesting adventure and the fact that being Kanye West's EX can get you an article in a magazine.. is damn interesting to me. But im not concerend about being the ex.

Im concerend about my star status.. and what? What makes me different from the other people who are pursuing their dreams ?

is it my drive or lack thereof? My connections, my self resolve and belief? The words i haven't written yet and the money i haven't yet spent for that demo, that studio time, that CD?

What is it.. ?

oh.. I'm me. There's only one me. Made like me with my experiences and my beliefs, my crazy mother and my interesting father.. and the assorted sisters and brothers that follow, the crazy friends, the phony lovers,the intense relationships, the intersting friends, the wack experiences, im the only one who can see it like me.. but it's crazy.. cuz.. people understand it.. and have something they can relate to it.. and they can't always say it for themselves...

That's why there's me. It's what makes me different. There's only one me.. And I'm a Starrah :) and that's all that matters :)