he deserves a much better woman
one that loves him deeper than he’s ever known… one that reciprocates his emotions exactly. he deserves to know a real, concrete, sustainable love. not this artsy-fartsy, flung with the winds love, not this follow the whims love.. he deserves so much better…
deserves a woman willing to be domestic, armed with recipes and pampering skills and know how in keeping a man…not this new age self–love taught love..
he deserves so much more…deserves a woman content with the spaces and gaps that will occur when work takes him from her presence.. one who knows not to flit to strangers like butterflies do. not even intimate yet grazing each and every one.. he deserves so much more.
deserves one who will make more of an effort than he does, willing to relinquish her singleness to build a family. without fear of losing herself in the union they create.. he deserves that woman that is more than just a warm smile and a welcoming bosom… he deserves the woman who doesn’t mind the business, doesn’t lend her thoughts to his affairs, doesn’t think she knows it all, but is simply content in knowing, knows even if she didn’t have a good family before ….she has it now…
he deserves her..
i just wish he had met me before…
before i became the jaded woman he now knows, the confused woman with many paths and no set directions, the unknowing woman. unaware of her beauty, the effect of her presence or the wealth of her talents.. the woman…. still ready for love… and not the pleading like india.arie one trying to remember what it was she was so eager for… before…
he deserves her..
2 comments:
um... why can't she, be you?
she's the you, you want to be but sabotage the hope of becoming her, for fear of_________ (you fill in the blank)!
for what? the ________ isnt stronger than love, or the prospect of love. it isnt stronger than the hopes and dreams you have for your future...
“WATCH THE CLOSING DOORS”
I GOT THE MEMO THE DAY AFTER YOU WALKED OUT
YOU OFFERED ME THIS ENIGMATIC FEELING
AND WHEN I FELT IT
I COULDN’T CONTROL IT
AND I DECIDED TO RELEASE IT
ALTHOUGH MY INSTINCTS NEVER OBJECTED TO HAVING FELT IT
YOU GAVE ME LAUGHTER
BUT I CHOSE TO TRY NOT TO CRACK A SMILE
COULDN’T HELP I T THOUGH
YOU MADE ME SMILE WITH YOU
AND ON THE THOUGHT OF YOU WHEN YOU ARENT HERE
I CHOSE TO RELEASE IT
YOU SHOWED ME THE BEAUTY IN THE RISK OF LOVE
THE IDEA OF ALLOWING WHATEVER HAPPENS TO HAPPEEN
WE JUST FLOWED
UNTIL I REALIZED THERE WAS NO SCHEDULE OF EVENTS
SO I RELEASED IT
I RELEASED YOU BEFORE I LET YOU GO
I DECIDED, CHOSE, AND JUST REALEASED
NOT FOR LACK OF A GRIP
I DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO HOLD ON TO IT
SO REALEASING WAS MY ALTERNATIVE
YOU DELIVERED THE MESSAGE OF LOVE
I CHOSE TO DELETE IT
YOU GAVE ME YOUR HEART, OUT IT IN MY HAND
I DECIDED TO GIVE IT BACK
I WANTED HALF A CHANCE TO LOVE THE RIGHT WAY
I WAS GIVEN A DOUBLE PORTION
AND I SQUANDERED IT
MAYBE I SHOULD BE CAREFUL OF WHAT I ASK FOR…
:(
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