i've been meaning to cop that **ish

i've been meaning to head over to the site at neighborhoodies.com and get me a hoodie that says local celebrity..

i never realized how much people really read this page..
until saturday

Down here in the good ol' south my big sister had a block party on main st.
She says at least a few hunnet people came out to support.. the thing i'm getting at is.. some people i haven't seen in awhile stopped through and i mentioned my boyfriend was there.. Do you know what the first thing they said was?

"Oh the one on your blog?"

now for some reason i believe that only people i don't know read this page.. but i am wrong..
People i know read this page to keep up on me, to laugh at my misery, to cry at my organized confusion/ comedy i call life.. and to general get entertainment or maybe a gem or two from it.

so it's weird.. when you think you've placed some stones in cyberspace for people you don't know and people you do know walk up to you and start a convo about something they read on your page..

my boyfriend reminds me.. i see someone wrote on their blog today.. after reminding me that he is bobby.. and i am whitney..

i need to get my shirt..

it's weird when people walk up to you in walmart or target when you are in your zone minding your own and stop to ask you if your that chick who sings or does the poetry..

and i shouldn't lie to you.. i've always dreamed of wowing crowds and touching hearts.. i just didn't think about being approached and noticed.. and to think.. i am local... i haven't done my cd yet.. hell i just got my gee-tar TASHA!!! and i only know 2... count em. 1 2 chords. and Anthony David said i needed three..so i can't even get started.. DARN IT!

but hell i am ready to become the next jimmy jam and terry lewis if necessary mrs. phoenix..;)
if it means i can chill a bit cuz my royalty checks will be rolling in.. and to think it all started from me wearing a local celebrity hoody and strumming on my 50dollar pawn shop gee-tar.. ;)

till next time
lc aka whitney aka jamila.aire aka erkykah scott aka jill santana hill