quotes: "If you have to think about whether you love someone or not then the answer is no. When you love someone you just know." - ThinkExist quotations
There are not many things I do in life without much thought. So why should my love life be any different?
I have met someone who makes being with them very effortless. And at first i was like Yes! This is the way it's supposed to be. But now, it kinda scares me. At first i knew this effortless state, this ease of being was good. No drama, no fuss, no excess stupidness. Just the ability and time to be me with someone who was being themselves and it flowed so beautifully and i loved that. Not that i don't love it, now. It's just now.. i think back on the length of our relationship and i realize.. a few months feel like years and perhaps.. I should stop second guessing this all.
Cuz right now i feel like one of those annoying characters in a Terry McMillian novel that use pages to turn over their thoughts. I HATE THAT! .. but the fact is..
Real love, good love is it to be questioned? or am i too jaded from my past to realize.. that what i have is good and real and doesn't need to be stressful to be "it" ?
2 comments:
I say, just go where the wind takes you luv. Feed off of your sixth sense, and don't second guess anything you do. That's when the air of doubt starts to sink in which conjures up more thoughts and before long, you'll be thinking "too" much. You'll psyche yourself out. Be mindful of your feelings, but vigilant enough to not let them overwhelm or take you over. Just have fun. You'll do great! Watch....
If you have a love like that jamila follow your heart you ar elike a BIG sister to me and if you are happy then follow your heart...and yes you have become jaded from past relationships and this si a good thing from what I have read in your blog spots so...dammit lady follow your feelings and stop thinking about it..
-Jamil
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