So i've been thinking alot.. i have alot of time to myself.. my "friend" is MIA.. really.. i had this male friend i used to spend time with. HE wasn't a boyfriend, just a friend. To be honest.. i can understand now how people get addicted to one man's anatomy.. if anything else was wack.. we were perfect in that aspect.. a PERFECT match.. but his life is full of drama.. my isn't.. no can do..
So he's been MIA.. and i don't care.. he's not my man.. but i realize.. that people when they do shit like that.. disappear.. hope that you are lacking b/c of their absence.. and im not.. i feel good. Don't feel needy like you may have read in previous posts.. i feel me. feel great. feel.. whole.. maybe i was missing that.. at times.. you want someone to share your youness with.. but now.. i'm enjoying my energy. it feels whole... i love that.. and at other times.. you need to take that shit back..
I started a new job at a law firm monday.. i'm happy.. i like coming to work.. it's like 5 min from home.. school is wonderful.. I passed anatomy and my massage classes are getting more intense.. im writing again.. i don't have my car yet.. but i'm waiting on my tax return.. decided to stop waiting for that 97 Accord.. im getting that shit.. this is good.. being ME with Me.. not alone.. ME.. not lonely.. whole.. satisfied.. this is a good place to be..
thank you for sharing my me-nes with me.. hope you are loving you more than you love others..
peace and blessings
j
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Hi luv. Hope all is going well for you. I hope that you are also enjoying this fine weather. Spring has finally made it. Now, how cool is that huh? Anyway, have a great weekend and we'll chat very soon. take care honey...
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