Nice, Nice, Not Nice

When my sister was younger we tried to teach her the difference between nice and not not nice.. and she'd play this game where she'd stroke your face.. that's nice.. but then then she'd slap you.. that's not nice.. She got hours of enjoyment out of this game.. But now i wonder.. how not nice am i?

I dont' think im nice at all. I think im playing the role.. It makes it easier to go through life being nice to people.. Except when they shit on you.. I've been playing the nice nice game.. but i think every once in awhile.. someone needs to be slapped!

It's get hard playing the nice role, especially when it's time to be me.. and that happens to be mad or upset and people start to complain.. NOT NIce.. people either dont want to see that side.. ordon't know how to handle it.. and i think it's fine i think it's cool, i think it's me finally being able to be not nice.. and i enjoy every moment of it. Being nice, keeps the peace.. but then people think they can get away with stuff with you.. NOT NICE!

ahh well.. it's just a part of my cycle.. Im up and im down I'm making changes in my life.. deciding what is me.... and im thinking sometimes.. im going to have be the not nice me.. it's just necessary.. who gives a damn if everyone is ready.. i need room to breathe.. ;)

jw