Dear X: Thank You

Dear X:
Thank You. I cannot thank you enough.
Convention would have it that I should hate you forever. For all of the things you have done or rather did not do. For the person you have become, for the shit you have laced as truth and spread across my life as art... It stinks frankly. But i have to say, Thank You.
Things could not have happened to any other way. And to be honest, I don't hate you. But I do thank you . Any pain you have caused me has forced me to grow. I thought no good could come from knowing you, but I was wrong.From all the mistakes we made, and all the pain you caused, I have grown. I now have a greater understanding of who I am and what I want. Pain has been a catalyst for change. The changes you forced me through.. Have helped me grow that much faster..
Your rudeness allowed me to move on much faster.. and I thankyou. Because now. I have met real joy. I have been introduced to the unconventinal which compliments my own and I am happier than i have been for months and months.. So for that I thank you.
Thank you for setting me free. With you I was stagnant and imobile. Now I flow with ease.Everything flows with ease.. and I feel so damn FREE!

X, I thank you.. For releasing me... I have never been happier
Jamila