i'm rethinking my stance...

it has been i blv 4 days... yes 4.. and 4 someone who claims to have changed.. nothing has really... i wonder.. what the hell i was expecting. . . starting to feel a bit melancholy.. i don't think i should have to ask for attention.. time... an appearance..

it is my belief that if you truly care about something you take time to nurture it..

so why do i feel like a wilted flower??

i dont want to be a wilted flower a "friend" told me you are neglected only if you allow yourself to be. so if history is a prediction of my future... uhh... i have been neglected and have allowed myself to be or i am not understanding the situation. . . The question is how could i if i don't get the time to know or understand? same shit different day.. and to think... i placed in iota of hope in a new direction... so in that respect i am rethinking my stance. . . is something that hurt in the past worth holding onto???

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