Denials, Delusions and Decisions

A friend read this yesterday and asked if I was Insane... I simply said, "No, I am not insane, but I have some insane tendancies."
That seemed to satisfy them.. But i wonder if they walked away knowing and thinking, "That girl is crazy" Doesn't really seem to matter, People call me crazy everyday, but it's usually because i act silly as hell. It's okay. I take none of it personally.

I like to share and i came upon this poem/quote.. I hope someone grasp something of value from it

Be Careful
by: Unknown
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Be careful of your thoughts
for your thoughts become your word.
Be careful of your words
for your words become your actions.
Be careful of your actions
for your actions become your habits.
Be careful of your habits
for your habits become your character.
Be careful of your character
for your character becomes your destiny.
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something to ponder and hopefully work on ... Those crazy thoughts. Today I have limited my insane tendancies. I have found some iota of peace and I plan to work with that mustard seed and see what sprouts. . .

Another friend who reads this keeps asking me whose reading this.. and I honestly have to say, I don't know, but I know people are reading it.. As long as my mother doesn't read it, I'll be straight ;) No then again, maybe if she reads it, she'll understand some things.. As much as I write, I tend to be such a closed up, quiet individual when it comes to talking about things I consider personal... so some things I'm thinking about I may never write here, It scares me that i have been this open.... I wonder if this is really entertaining.. It must be, people are logging on and reading for like 20min at a time.. or perhaps they are insane too.. maybe they think if they keep logging in I'll eventually change the template (which i will I'm neurotic like that) or perhaps i'll wise up and move on (which i might) or perhaps reading someone else's misery makes them feel that much better.. whatever it is.. You can tell me.. that's what the comments page is for..

Besides I don't bite....
unless you ask me too :) j