Why does it seem like my good fortune always comes on the tail end of anothers bad?
Like i've been working on this positive thinking/visualization thing.. and have been focusing more on what i want to happen rather than a fear that grips and binds me..
well my first focus was a job... On the same day i decide what i want... a guy quits in my department.. and then yesterday another woman gets fired.. i have a friend.. Yes a friend at work.. who is plugging my name.. it seems.. this woman was overworked and they are going to create 3 new positions around the job she wasn't doing.... which means a place for me to slide in to...
what the heck!?!?! i didn't want someone to lose their job b/c i wanted another position...
I just think it's a bit ironic.. i don't think i caused these events, it just seems odd to me that they happened on the same week that i decided i wanted something new for myself...
or when i was focusing on receiving large sums of money... my sister got in accident in my car and i received 2 checks from the chicks insurance company who hit my car.. crazy (but i can't keep the money it's for the repairs.. but i got some large sums of money from an unknown source. i got what i asked for!)
do i have some sort of reverse karma??
it's not like bad things don't happen to me, but i just wonder.. no i know that when bad things happen to me.. the opposite happens for people i know.. we are never all sad at the same time.. we may have somthing good go right at the same time..but hardly something bad.. .
observations.. may not mean a thing.. it's what i do when i'm filing papers andl listening to erykah badu... .think.. wow.. :)
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