Two steps forward

I kinda despise when people ask me how the new year is going, it's only the first full week. It's okay.

I've made some gradual positive changes, which are good. Nothing drastic.
Check ups, doctor visits, etc..etc.. it's all good. I'm all good.

Made an appointment to meet with my massage instructor. I'm going to get my massage license, (FINALLY) I've been offered a position. My bodycare line is picking up, and i've found a collaborator. FINALLY!

So this year.. is good :)

I'm going to be an Aunt. YAY! I'm excited and more news follows :)

Last year, was a deep dark year, and I find it funny that people either a) don't believe my changes or b)keep referring to my dark time as if that's all i'll ever be.

I honestly was depressed last year and went through some shit that i couldn't talk or write about. Still won't. But, when i mention something or doing something people immediately refer to the person i was last year, like people can't change.
If last year taught me anything, it's to rely on me and to keep my own word to myself. So, if you don't believe I'm changing, it's all good, just watch and see, cuz I know your watching anyway..

Besides, I've stopped trying to please you, I gotta show myself I can do the things I've been dreaming, wanting and waiting for.
Peace and Love,
J

p.s. to those who do believe (and always believed), Thank You. I just needed to believe in me as much you did. Sorry, for letting you down, but I let me down even more....