someone please tell me WHY ! !

ok.. i love music.. but someone has to tell me WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MARIO WINANS VOICE ! ! !
 he sounds like he is one step away from whining.. wait.. he is whining.. he sounds like.. he is one step away from crying.. he sounds like.. if he sang stronger.. his voice would waver, warble then fall the hell off.
 
Now tell me why he has a record deal.. oh wait.. he's friends with P-Diddy. He's a producer with a way overdue album.. I guess someone called in some favors.  CALL ME IN SOME FAVORS DARN IT!
 
I gotta find a way to let you guys hear this.. then you can tell me what you hear.. But i know for a fact! that i can carry a note. I know for a fact.. that i can write.. I know for a fact.. that i am talented.. but wait.. i've never tried to pursue my musical daydreams.. which explains alot.. but im like damn.. hearing stuff like mario winans.. makes me want to really go ahead and do a project.. REALLY! not that it's fair.. it just makes room for people with talent who sound good.. but im saying.. good GRIEF!  I know im not the best.. but im also no j.lo.
 
no one has to explain it to me.. i know how these things work... which is why when i ever decide to get off my arse.. which is soon and do that project.. (im working on it now.. slowly yet surely) it's going  to be independent.. it's gotta be.. i guess i better look up that label info.. it's ON Dammit!