stage 1:realization

im starting to
live again
breathe again
deepbelly inhales
slooooooow to exhale
imagine filling a pitcher
slowly emptying its contents
it's been way past time
for a cleansing
for a new thought
to this new day
woke up
too many days
wishing things would be different
that you'd be
all i happily imagined
but people don't change
just show you different views
sometimes it's the side you like
sometimes it's a side you don't
but today
it's time to see the sky and the trees
to breathe in the clear blue skies
clear the rain and clouds from these eyes
its way past time
for breathing
for being
for doing
what i was put here to do
and it was never to brood
to complain
to fight
to die
over you
turn
i can't bear another day
to
i got dreams inside of me
and i gotta pray big
dream bigger
and live again
got things to do
and places to go
and goals to realize
got to
remember
me
again
beautiful
down to earth
creative
enterprising
learning
growing
loving
being
me
stage 1:
catepillar to cocoon
stage 2:
coming up soon