what i need people to do

I need black people to stop .....
1) going out the house in the summertime with
a)powder caked up between their boobs and all over their chests...i would have hoped by now we would have learned better. being a proud bearing member of the DD club I know.. that shit just gets moist and for me aggravates my eczema f it. Toms of Maine has a nice natural body deodorizer out... even my girl Jamyla has a natural cream to powder handmade joint that does the job..
b) greeezy hair when it's 99.9 degrees outside...what the hell! are we trying to fry ourselves out here and why?!???#@!?#!
c)those damn doo rags tied up like hair. your doo rag is not a ponytail extension!!!

I need conscious brothers to stop fronting. Your not conscience you just happen to know some shit and how to spin it into an almost thoughtful convo that you think i will latch onto b/c you think im conscious too...uhm STOP NOW!

I'm gonna need me to be more upfront and honest with people and stop trying to preserve others "feelings" fuck'em.. they don't care about me. They've shown themselves to be self evident in the past.. that they could care less about jj willi and her feelings..

so from now on here it is: I am NOT ready for a relationship of any kind except for the one that includes ME, MYSELF & I. I got shit im working on and it would not be fair to you or to me to add you into my life. I work too much, don't make time for much and I'm not into catering anyone but myself. That's my status right now ME! So please don't be upset if im being elusive and secretive. I'm being private like i always have been so stop lying to yourself. It's not my fault you like me. But it is my fault i didn't tell you and you didn't listen when i did tell you that i just wanted to be friends and wasn't ready for a relationship (maybe cuz im in one). I can't do it right now. I can't. I can take being a friend it requires less time and attention. Cuz right about now a girl is SERIOUSLY ADD in life.. and i can't focus on your dick and your needs.

I'm gonna need....PEOPLE to stop asking me if im part of the "family" just b/c i look cute and decide i like colors and "happen" to be wearing some rainbow heels and a rainbow bracelet.. it used to be OK to leave my house wearing any damn color i wanted. But just b/c i wear the colors does or does not mean im in "the life" it just means i like colors. Now if you really want to know my orientation.. please have real convo with me..

wow.. i can breathe again