untitled- just like us

maybe it's the absence of your presence that makes me feel
after some time... we could make this work and still
something nagging in the back
our emails read like happiness
our exchanges changed from good to bad
and im forgetting how the drama began
my friends
say to walk away
my guilt is falling away
the pain is numb today
and im forgetting
why we parted ways
amnesia
of the heart and mind
you use to be a love of mine
we used to share the best of times
and now i wonder
what kind of spell am i under
you still love me and i wonder
if someone else can love me the way you do
i don't hate you .. i just hate the dramatic things we do
i miss someone who cares like you
i'm missing someone to be there like you
do drive up at the drop of dimes
to be there.. if i asked
and i
have issues with trust
have put fear into my love
am missing the keys to happiness
im wondering if we could be that again
you say soulmates connect the way we do
how can you be so sure im the one for you
said could no one love me the way you do
i believe you
but i need me to
believe in me too
like you used to
like you still do
when you remember us
like we use to.
11/5/2006 jamila j.