maybe not....

it's been a while.. you probably stopped reading.. im sorry :(

i went away twice.. i came back safely... the bahamas was beautiful.. Vegas was great..

my relationships.. are crazy...

what else is new?

i'm signing up for the ntelos 8k. i think i need a new physical challenge.

he complains if write about him publicly... so i stopped.. but he may be no more..
Bobby and Whitney are seperated....
maybe all hope is gone.

i'm not a heartless, spineless creature.. i feel.. and sometimes i feel sadness at the loss of people in mylife.... but i will never outwardly admit it.

if been in a stupor for too long. i haven't written in so long...

i miss me....
i miss the goodness of him.
he'll never know.

be good yall. seasons change has come. it's time for fasting and writing and time with You.
i'll be taking part... hopefully my insights will be priceless

peace,
j