I'm supposed to be on my way to the gym. I tried something new this morning. It's called eating. Yesterday.. I thought i was going to pass the F out.. not going to the gym until 11 and not eating till after i did my 45min cardio and some weights.. uhmm yeah.. dumb move.. i didn't feel to well..
so after scouring a few message boards. ...I had a 1/2 cup of oats , a scoop of protein powder some raisins and some water.. for some reason.. i feel kinda weird.. could be im sitting here sweltering.. cuz i can't find the right balance between stifling humidity and teeth chattering cold.. and the air is only on 70 something.. i got issues.. so i got my sneaks on.. and i sat down at the computer..
whats on my mind?
women.. other women..
and i know it shouldn't bother me.. But i care about what people think about me .. and it's not really a caring it's the inquisitive, sensitive, slighty psychic side of me.. that wants all the info..
I like to know how people think... Like i wonder what people see when the see me. I am just simply J. I do J things.. which can vary per second.. I might have ADD.. I don't know.. but my mind moves quick.. sometimes i move quick with it.. i know my fingers move at least 70wpm.. but uhm... so im thinking..
there is this young lady.. who likes the man i talk to/ deal with/ tolerate ;) ... and for some reason it's bothering me that 1) she called me a bitch not so directly 2) she's upset that i really do exist 3) she's upset..like mildly depressed at least on her webpage.. i know.. it's crazy..why do i care.. but i used to be a psych major before i decided to be an entertainment lawyer.. so work with me here..
here is a woman whose never (so i've been told) had physical contact with this man.only txt msgs and the ocassional personal apperance. and when i show up in public with this man.. she sends crazy messages about the bitch being paraded in front of her face.. Mind you... i spotted her in the crowd.. a CROWD! from an internet pic i spotted her..
all i want to know is.. 1) why do i have to be a "bitch?" 2) what's the infatuation... i'm willing to let her see his flaws and wager if she still "wants" him 3) why do i care?
this post has no meaning except.. i can't figure out.. why i care ;)
ok.. i feel better.. i'm going to the gym..
silly j
4 comments:
how come women are so easily threatened by other women? why da hell am i asking that question when the answer is obvious? lol
i wish sistas were secure enough in themselves to be aiight with other females hanging around their men. and what's with the 'bitch' reference? that's not a good look on her AT ALL. she comes off as being extremely insecure.
Hit that gym luv, and all of that stuff will be sooo inconsequential when those weights start working on those bi's and tri's..
Women are always giving their men so much lead way and being concerned and curious isnt being insecure. If you just listen to your heart and trust your woman intuition you will find out the whole truth. Until then keep your eyes open and dont overlook detail.
You are right always keep your eyes and ears open. I was trying to figure out for a long time the answer to something that was right under my nose.
Have you seen the animated movie Hoodwinked? If so you know that the rabbit did it. The rabbit was there all the time playing innocent. Most of the time there is a rabbit so to speak in the picture. Always look for the rabbit :).
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