everyday good ish happens

ok.. so it's saturday.. I told my friend i'd help her move.. but i think deep down inside she's not ready.. nothing is working the way she last minute planned it.. and yet and still i am there to help out.. so after this.. im leaving.. i just had to say.. everyday good stuff happens

I went out to pick up my brother and ran into this bass player that was at Verses on Tuesday. He saw me do 2 pieces and said that i floored him. Told me he was working on two tracks for me and he wanted me to lay my poems over them. and I'm tripping. Cuz I was looking for a track to do those poems over. Crazy right? Im excited. Everyday something new happens.

I wrote 2480 words today. a few more days of this and that novel will be done.. I am so excited.

and i hate to think this way.. but i realize now.. that, that love I was feeling like i had lost. I really hadnt. didn't lose a damn thing. but a gained a whole lot. Mostly a stronger inner foundation. Stronger self esteem, self love, more me. I love being me now more than ever and i think it shows. Couldnt help but think.. that xman promised me over and over to make some tracks for me and take me into the studio. But i realized 1) his talk was cheap and 2) I wasn't ready. Good thing.. Cuz now when i am the people are coming to me.. I even got a call last night to do a reading for the local playwrights organization. The playwright told me that he heard i acted and someone recommended me.. Wild.. I have not acted in awhile.. so this is cool. I agreed to do it.

but i agreed to help my friend move.. so i'm going.. and for once on a saturday.. i am not craving crablegs... but maybe tomorrow..;)