Yahoo! Astrology

Yahoo! Astrology

I was going to come online and do a blog on my thoughts for the day, the decisions i made last night, the goals i made concrete in the car this morning, but i never got on to do the blog.. instead i started doing work.. GOOD GIRL!!! but while i was working a friend IM'D me.. asked me about my horoscope.. and it blew me away.. i've said before it's never accurate.. but this one is right on point.. so here it is.. and then i'll say what i was going to say..

Leo Previous Day -
Mon Aug. 18, 2003 by Astrocenter.com
Dare to be different, dear Leo. It can be so easy to fall into a routine: sleep at the same time, eat at the same time, wear the same style, and go about work the same way day after day. Before you know it, you feel like you're in a rut. The only way to pull out of it is to make a decision to break free. Try a new hairstyle. Wear colors that are unusual for you. If the rut is really too deep, consider a new career. Expand your horizons.

And with that i say that this morning.. the main things that have been on my morning mind are my "relationship" with aforementioned jackass, friend boy (whatever name becomes comfortable for the day).. and my future..

With j.A... i can't really move until i have some facts.. I'd like to know why he's distant, why for someone who says he cares.. why i have to find out he's back in town either through other people or by happenstance.. like i happened to reach him on the phone and had to ask where he was.. and surprise, surprise!! he wasn't in FL anymore.. he was on the southside of my city.. WTF!?!! why do i have to ask.. see. it's shit like that... So it's clear I don't have a boyfriend, don't know what I really had... had a friend who happens to be a boy/man... I'd like to know like if there are other woman or something and the thing is at this point I wouldn't even be mad, I'd like to even meet the woman and shake her hand or something.. I'm too fed up to be mad.. see and i'd like closure if that is where this is heading.. besides.. if i don't need to waste brain space thinking about this fool i can move on to other things. B/C it's obvious he's not thinking about me enough to reach out and make contact.... Which led me to thinking about my future..

Point 2 MY big sis is GREAT (she influenced me)!!! and my mom would be proud.. I've decided among other things to take the pastor up on his dare to TRY GOD!! and i'm deciding to return to school in the spring.. There is a passage that always catches me in Matthew that says if you pray and believe you will receive.. not exactly those words but that is the essence.. so that is what i am deciding to do.. There are some variables i am not sure of.. but i think i will take that leap and pray about it.. for a change instead of worrying about it.... so i 'm going to finish that degree in Mass Comm. Public Relations and get a minor in writing. since i have half of the credits... I still want to work in Entertainment PR... and i know this city i am in may not be the place for that.. so i will worry about that when the time comes but i am in a area that is not far from DC so i'm keeping that in mind..

I made some other goals too.. but i thought it was odd that my horoscope finally told me it was time to change gears and get off my ass..
and my IM pal.. gave me some good advice, even though i think he's just nosey and impatient for a new blog entry.. but this is what he told me..
" Cool, now make it concrete, write it down (in your blog). If it's not written down it ain't a goal"-blkm32

he also told me not to burn my bridges... so.. if that guy i was talking about reads this.. and i doubt it.. cuz he doesn't have time to wipe his ass.. but if he were to read this.. I'd tell him.. Your lucky... a stranger just saved your ass, I'm giving you some time and another chance.... :)

thank you lazy.. ;)