I'm not saying this is love.. all i am saying is this... I am a very kind person.. I thought recently it was because I wanted people to like me.. but it's not... it's not about the other people.. it's all about me... I do nice things.. b/c I do them... And today.. i was considering carrying on my bitching privileges and extending them yet another day.. but as i speedwalked around the building 3 times.. Do to some more ish with the rental company.. i figure many things have occured.. i got a work out, i worked out my anger and i got to think.. and as i walked.. i tried to have a convo with god.. about this broken heart feeling and some other things..
Well.. i never hear a big booming voice.. i usually get coincidences and songs and articles that happen to speak to my situation.. well this time.. the phrase.. "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you" bounced off the walls of my head and made me wonder if i was actually dehydrated cuz it's hot as hell or if that was truly the answer...
I'd like to think it's the answer ... and it's true.. it's also why i can't be mean to people.. B/C underneath it all.. i'm thinking.. how would i want to be treated.. so despite the fact that people don't know how to use the phone (it is quite simple) or the fact that occassions were dropped and forgotten.. am i to be the bigger woman and not the child and do what i would have wanted done for me??.. or get the victory and be top bitch at the end of the day.???. though both sound appetizing.. i think i'll have to wander in the direction of doing what i know i'd want done for me.. and knowing that justice prevails in the end.. cuz the person that did me wrong or forgot and got funny about it...will feel even funnier when i come in my usually smiley self and do the last thing they expect me to do... so yes... there is bigness in doing the "right" thing... in the end.. i will sleep well.. very well.. i might even do it at my desk... ;)
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