I love my big sister... for aptly making me see the ways of the wack mcs....
A day late and a dollar short.. I didn't tell people at work that it was birthday..YESTERDAY I was feeling this I'm too old to be asking for compliments vibe.. either you know or you don't... So i didn't go around bragging or harping waiting for everyone to put on a happy face and tell me Happy Birthday.. it wasn't necessary.. i got a card from my mom that made me cry, a card from my younger sister that made me laugh, a gift from my sister and brother, im getting dinner tonight from my mom, i got cards from my friends Effy and Tyrice A pineapple Daquiri and a Tangerine Martini :) Good stuff from my big sis..I got myself a mini strawberry shortcake and i got an email from my dad.. went to Verses and everyone sang to me.. I did get up and did 2 pieces.. that was nice.. i'm finally doing it without the paper.. Tonto gave me some very good feedback and people kept coming up to me telling me they were feeling my piece and liked my work.. I like that.. and i have a hard time accepting compliments so i tend to do that Celie thing from the color purple and hide my smile behind my hand.. Im silly i know.. but it's the way i feel.. it feels good to make others feel good even when i didn't know i was doing it.. It feels good to receive such love from total strangers.... so i am learning to accept it.. I hung out with Big sis and Naz... I love these people.. talking, being.. i love it..
and the day after.. i get yelled at.. My birthday was happy.. that is all i wanted... My friend boy was busy.. and for not taking time out... big sis says that he is a Wack MC.. don't know why.. but i'm dying with fits of laughter over here.. people are mad at me for not telling them it was birthday.. i'm not sweating it.. i think it's mad funny and in the midsts of my laughter friendboy calls and yells at me telling me why he didn't get in contact with me and why my b-day call is belated.. and how many times can i say i'm not mad.. i'm not.. i'm laughing.. i think this is funny.. i didn't ask for anything.. so don't get mad you didn't get me a gift.. but i'm telling you.. there are 18 more days in this month. .so if you feel the need.. my heart is learning to accept.. ;)
.... if you feel the need, get on your knees, I accept the pennace of the Wack MC's ....
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